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Mar. 10th, 2006 @ 08:24 pm
hi 32w11

Aug. 13th, 2005 @ 09:02 pm
Did you know you can legally change your name online? Do it if you really really really really wanna piss off your rents.


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Aug. 2nd, 2005 @ 07:47 pm
Amsterdam is interesting, but I imagine it would be much more fun if I smoked pot and didn't have a gf. Berlin is next on the list, and I love Germany with a passion. Then its off to Barcelona, which I've never been to, but I hear is fun. Finally, its LONDON, which is my favorite place in the world besides my beloved home city (you know, "the city"). I'm typing this cause I have nothing to do and I've been watching Dutch porn (which is really good) for 3 hours.


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Current Mood: indifferentindifferent
Current Music: Disco Science - Mirwais

Jul. 23rd, 2005 @ 01:23 pm
Ok in roughly a week and a half, I'm going to Amsterdam, Berlin, Barcelona, and London. If there is an iota of a chance that any of you will be in those places in the first half of August, tell me. I'm a very very very lonely person in Europe.

Jul. 19th, 2005 @ 04:53 pm
I love her so damn much.
Current Mood: lovedeven more in love
Current Music: Southern Belles in London Sing - The Faint
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I hereby renounce my status as a Republican and a conservative. I still believe in political foundation, I'm not pessimistic enough to tie myself to the "I don't give a shit" party (although they are doing some great things). Let's just say I found something new.
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Oof Nostalgia. This summer is too similar to the last. I need to accomplish more. Sure, sleeping and...sleeping is fun, but I don't want to end up in September empty-handed. I stopped taking my meds a week ago and its starting to show in strange and horrifying ways. I'm getting extremely paranoid and rational, which is killing my whole bullshit "high on life" attitude. I need those refills bad if I'm gonna keep it together. I need to go shopping, as well as quit drinking until I get more meds (I know, kind of a paradox). Friendships are far too strategic now. I feel like starting over, but I can't do that. I just need to lay low, tread carefully for a while. Basically, by July, I'm going to be as secluded as possible. I'm going to pull a "Bridget" (God Bless Her). Thats what I need, to shut myself in as much as I can until the love of my life gets back. I need her baaad. So anyways I've decided to stay in the hamptons longer than I originally wanted to, to separate myself from unnecessary drama, armed only with sun, a guitar, paint, and enough meds to knock out a whale. So yes, I am a coward.
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This is the greatest day of my life. It was all worth it.
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This sudden imbecelic, ignorant, smutty blitzkrieg is tasteless and hypocritical beyond any gossip or hollowed controversial case I've ever witnessed. Every last one of you responsible for these decrepit accusations and conlcusions are trite idiots. My situation is incredibly intricate to be boiled down by babbling, bombastic teenager girls. Do any you have any notion of a primary source? Let me make this unquestionably incontrovertible: Do not judge me or my actions based on 3rd-string cafeteria talk. I'm fully aware how many girls I've fucked. I'm fully aware of what I've done. I regret nothing. You lash out at my "fear"? That is laughable. The truth of the matter is that every girl I've ever had sex with I've asked clearly, in order to prevent mobbed attacks like the ones I've seen today. You all should be ashamed of yourselves. If people grow attached to me, it's selfish to assume I should care. As many of you know, I loved a girl and had nothing returned. I learned from this that feelings and emotions are solely the responsiblity of the individual. Logic seems absent amongst you all. Let me also make this absolutely clear. If you have an issue with me, you refer that issue to me. These cowardly and worthless attempts, while you refer to me as "him", is the lowest form of slander I've ever seen.

Of course, there are just as many of you who understand all of this yet still criticize me. These people exemplify friendship in its purest form. They show no fear in condemning my actions or baring my flaws. These few out of a myriad, who include Lily, Mike, Charlie, Sam, Rachel, and others who are just as important, have emerged as the people who care about me, not my actions. I do not hurt people. People hurt themselves. I instigate nothing, and I have felt what they have. It is stupidity to chastise me in this case. Emotions cloud what little reason you all have. I know this because I've been through emotional hell and back. And I know I was being selfish. But as for what I have done, I regret nothing. If you roast and blame me with accusations founded on conclusions pieced out of one-sided and naive stories, I question your "arguments". Is it not interesting that all who have criticized me have or have friends who regret some form of my actions? The point is, none have resisted this until after illogical conclusions formed by unstable, "depressed", cantankerous teenage girls who have nothing better to crusade against! How convientent to think I'm insecure and fearful because I'm hiding my weakness! Whatever makes you sleep better at night. The truth is that not every teenager has a mask or has "problems". We know these are just childish justifications for what others do that you cannot understand. Not every person does drugs or fucks because they have "problems". Do not judge what you have little to no knowledge of. In this case, I have more knowledge than anyone because I am the primary source of it all. And anyone who challenges this is holding a grain of sand against a desert.

This a public apology to all the poor souls I've "hurt". Stop clinging to each other and find something worthwhile to pour tears into. If you have anything to say, say it to me. Have a nice day.
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Your Deadly Sins



Lust: 100%

Sloth: 100%

Wrath: 100%

Greed: 60%

Pride: 60%

Envy: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 63%

You'll die from overexertion. *wink*


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